Hiya,
My flatmate is currently in the process of dropping out of uni and its made me rethink my uni life too.
I completed first year quite easily and went into second. During second year, my mental health crashed, I stopped attending lectures and I eventually decided to fail the year so I could repeat it due to extenuating circumstances. I'm now in my repeat second year. Two weeks in, I'm not sleeping, barely attending lectures and although my main problems from last year have gone, I seem to be struggling more than ever. I am not even sure I want this degree or to pursue in this field.
I currently have a job at a local bowling alley which I love. It's one of the few things that I enjoy and look forward to now.
My original goal was to get my degree, get a low level job, raise the ranks and eventually make my own furniture design company. But for a while now I've felt like Im trying to convinve myself thats what I want because I am not as passionate as I used to be about it.
Instead I love the idea of dropping out of uni, working full time at my job and maybe one day find something else that inspires me.
My mental health has never been great but recently I've been putting it before anything else in my life because I was afraid if I didn't, I would end it. I cannot seem to find a decent uni/mental health balance so I am considering putting my health first and ditching uni altogether.
Another difficult part is that my parents are very important in this. They help pay my rent and fees etc and my sister just got her master's so they are against anything that isnt academic achievement etc.
Basically, my question is - Has anyone gone through something similar? Is there any advice you can give me to my situation?