Literally feel like I’ve made the worst choice possible. I’m a pretty decent student and got good GCSES (7.3 grade average), and I really prefer to work in a fast paced environment with a heavy focus on exams rather than the day to day stuff.
For some reason I chose to go to a college to do my a levels and hate it. It’s so slow and relaxed and feels like everything comes before our actual a levels and a level exams. Teachers don’t teach to the specifications, go off tangents, make us do pointless work and progress is only checked once every 8 weeks or so.
I’m so tired of it already, but everywhere local to me seems to be full. I’m on a waiting list for Brampton but don’t really see that moving much any time soon. I just want to go to college and actually learn, not spend 2 hours of my day on breaks, 1/2 hours in study and 2/3 hours doing meaningless slow class work.
I feel totally hopeless and demotivated. I really don’t want to wait again until next year, and think taking a gap year wouldn’t do me any good. I just don’t know what to do. It’s nothing the college can change, it’s just me as a student. I’m not suited for this environment. Any advice?