Struggling with my final year and missed two essay deadlines

Hi

So I'm in my final year and I have one module that had two essays and another that had one. The two essay module I submitted the first one extremely late and had a mark reduction. I have really struggled to do the second one that I got a message today with failure to submit so I got an F.

For the second module I am three weeks late in submitting the essay but I haven't got a failure to submit message yet.

I know this sounds really bad and it sounds like I'm careless and irresponsible and maybe I am, but I have severe unmedicated combination ADHD and for some reason it has been getting worse and worse, especially with my final year. Everything is messed up and it is like every choice I make makes it worse. My uni knows I have ADHD but the second module that had one essay wasn't in my home department so they didn't allow an extension and I think that made me spiral even further and now I'm just stuck.

I also contacted the uni's therapy services to help me but they focus more on my home life etc, and the disability services only put in adjustments to be in another room for exams or essay extensions which do help but haven't in this case. I am going to meet with my personal tutor today but I don't know how it'll work out other than me crying.

I know this all sounds probably really dumb to some of you but this is how its turned out and I can't do much to change the past and just need a plan for the coming months.

I don't know what to do and I could use some advice if anyone has any.

Hi

So I'm in my final year and I have one module that had two essays and another that had one. The two essay module I submitted the first one extremely late and had a mark reduction. I have really struggled to do the second one that I got a message today with failure to submit so I got an F.

For the second module I am three weeks late in submitting the essay but I haven't got a failure to submit message yet.

I know this sounds really bad and it sounds like I'm careless and irresponsible and maybe I am, but I have severe unmedicated combination ADHD and for some reason it has been getting worse and worse, especially with my final year. Everything is messed up and it is like every choice I make makes it worse. My uni knows I have ADHD but the second module that had one essay wasn't in my home department so they didn't allow an extension and I think that made me spiral even further and now I'm just stuck.

I also contacted the uni's therapy services to help me but they focus more on my home life etc, and the disability services only put in adjustments to be in another room for exams or essay extensions which do help but haven't in this case. I am going to meet with my personal tutor today but I don't know how it'll work out other than me crying.

I know this all sounds probably really dumb to some of you but this is how its turned out and I can't do much to change the past and just need a plan for the coming months.

I don't know what to do and I could use some advice if anyone has any.