november of year 12, a new girl who joined our friend group in sept said something about me being annoying after months of easing into the group and becoming close to all my friends. they started to talk **** about me behind my back all of a sudden, and this continued for over 2 months where i had absolutely no idea and kept going back to them, eating lunch with them because i didnt sense anything. whole time, they talked **** about me as soon as i left the room. then, one of them told a friend the stuff they'd been saying about me and that friend told my best friend who told me. this happened in january, and it completely ****ed me up. i couldnt eat, i deleted all my photos with them, blocked them on everything and was just overwhelmed by digust and betrayal. and they found out i knew, and the backbiting became bullying. i reported it to the school but as all of the things they said were through word of mouth and not to me directly, the school couldn't prove anything. its now march, and most of it's decreased a bit but there are still 3 or 4 girls who laugh whenever i enter a room, ***** about me, give me dirty looks, and just ruin my day every single ******* day.
i hate year 12 so much i just cant do this and i'm failing all my subjects
i dont know who to trust anymore, and i've gone from talking to plenty of people a day to barely anyone. i hate school so much, and i used to love it up until i found out. i dont know what to do and its ruining my life. i just cant do this anymore i want to leave but its too late into the year, i feel so *****y and helpless and sad all the time