People don't seem to understand that I've already worked hard to lose weight, I've done the whole preparing my own meals, focusing on willpower, be positive, it will work, weighing myself everyday, making progress charts, progress pictures, joining forums for inspiration, making myself keep going even when I want to fall over and be sick and so on but the point is it doesn't work. I don't loose weight properly. I stay around the same weight once I hit it and that's the end of. I'm upset because I'm never going to be comparable to everyone else in my family no matter how hard I try, I'm not even going to have the body I want. I'm not just trying to lose a few pounds and get the odd 'you've lost some weight' comments. I don't see why it should be as hard as wanting to throw myself into a wall everyday mainly because no one ever sees any progress because the fact is there rarely is any despite my efforts.
And I mentioned this earlier but I've seen doctors about it a few times now and they just tell me to exercise more and eat healthily. They don't seem to know anything about proper body fat loss.
How am I meant to accept myself when my family tell me and look at me like I'm disgusting, and even everyone else including my friends compares me to them and wonders why I got the short end of the stick. Try living in a family of models and then you can criticise my warped perceptions.