As the title suggests, I'm supposed to go (emphasis on the 'supposed') to a new school in September. I had done the entrance exam and interview and had received an offer. I had fallen in love with the place, and seemed like a haven compared to the school I've just left (where I was bullied and isolated... by my own ex-friends.) Everything was going great until my dad decided he didn't want to pay. *Apparently* he's injured himself and can't work as much... even though he's loaded (just incredibly stingy -- he makes more than a doctor for gods sake.) He keeps claiming it's a 'rip-off' all of a sudden and that it's a "crap" school, even though they send 20-30 people to Oxbridge. Well, I now probably can't go... and don't even have any schools to go to. Even if I did, none of them appeal to me. Jesus, you know your life's ****ed when you're literally relying on bloody scratch cards lmfao.
I made a question the other day about bursaries, and we checked with the school -- and they couldn't give any. This is so unfair. My dad would always say he could afford it and that it was alright. My mum was even considering trying to get some money out of my dad (they have separate money, and she does not have a job) but I doubt that would work. Any ideas on what I do now??? Suicide's always an option. Maybe a job? I can't earn thousands of pounds from a small part time job. Sorry this was long, but I've never felt this *****y before - any advice would help.