I'm not telling anyone my grades. Thing is, I'm new to my sixth form and I came in like "I'm not going to make any friends", "I'm going to study 24/7 and get A's".
I started so well and I was getting really good mock grades. Everyone in my year was like 'Damn, this girl is studying 24/7, she knows her **** blahblahblah'.
But really, I could only properly study in school. In school, during break, lunch and class, I'd work hard. I'd go home and stop. Start procrastinating and what not. Things around October-Febuary all went down hill, with depression and panic disorder.. Grandmother passing away etc.. I'd bunk like 3 days of school every week lol. Cry in the mornings, knowing I'd have to go school.
So from there, everything went down hill. Have no friends (well a few) in my new school, so no one found out what was actually going on in my life. They say "Oh please, you blatantly study 24/7 when you go home", "you'll get an A because you know your ****", when actually I don't and I haven't done jack ****
Anyway, no one else is to blame. Going to resit a lot and I WILL BE ON MY GAME NEXT YEAR, I promise