Hi,
I wanted some advice on whether or not to continue taking driving lessons. I finished my A-levels in July this year and had my first driving lesson last Monday, and my second one today. I haven't really thought about driving too much, but wanted to do it for my Duke of Edinburgh last year. My school ended up not doing DofE so I felt that I had no reason to drive. But now I'm on the summer holiday, I figured getting a new skill would be cool and that I had a lot of time to try it out. I'll (hopefully) be going to Warwick for university this year and I wouldn't need a car at university.
In my first driving lesson I practiced stopping and starting. I had trouble with steering and clutch control and my instructor shouted a couple of times, but it was my fault and I did get a considerably better at the end. Today's lesson was quite bad. We practiced turning at junctions and I still hadn't got completely used to steering and clutch control. He shouted a lot more today, and kept saying that I should've gotten used to clutch control and steering already and that he shouldn't have to tell me how it works all the time. Then he kept chanting please put more gas on, please put more gas on, please put more gas on several times because I was going quite slow (20mph) though it felt really fast to me and I got scared because I felt I couldn't control everything and go at a faster speed. I cried a little when he shouted near the end of the two hour lesson, and I felt really stupid because it was my fault. I'm just not a very good driver I suppose. He gave me a tissue and tried to book in the next lesson by saying everything had gone really well, but I didn't book another lesson and said I would text him.
I'm 18 right now. If I'm going to university anyway, is there any point in me learning to drive now? It just puts me in a sad mood the rest of the day because I keep thinking of everything I did wrong. If I do continue with driving lessons, I'm sure I'll have to carry on at university and I don't want a bad driving lesson messing with my mind whilst at university. I'm sorry if this is a really long post, but what I'm asking is should I carry on with driving right now? Am I just being silly about it all?
Edit: I can start and stop okay, but I had trouble at junctions when I tried to turn today. I can't always stay within the lines and, if I'm turning left and steer left, I can't judge when to steer right again so I don't crash into a tree or something. We practiced it a few times but I still have trouble, and I'm scared about hurting other people or crashing into other cars.