Hello, so I’d like to know if anyone has any advice on making friends at university.
So here’s some background info on me. I’m a 19 year old male, I currently go to university and I will be finishing my first year in May, but I have not made a single friend. I put this down to the fact that I’ve generally been quite a shy person my whole life and always struggled to make friends. I also commute to university which I think has also stopped me from making friends as the only people I speak to are in my class, which only has 15 people in it most seminars, all of whom are either internationals or are English but already formed friendships with people by the time the year started. Considering they’ve had since October to establish their perception of me, why would they want to be friends with me when they see how quiet and shy I am in class? I’ve tried to avoid this every year since a levels by attempting to put a new face on, but my shyness always seeps through and I end up in the same cycle. At the start of uni I did start speaking with a guy in my seminar who was in halls of residence and in a similar position to me, but there were stupid class changes and few weeks in and we were separated. Is this bad luck or am I just destined to be lonely? At home, I don’t really have any friends either. I spend my weekends at home with my dog watching tv and playing games while I watch my siblings and parents all go out with their friends and it’s really upsetting. Every day I see people my age having fun as you should in your teenage years, it makes me cry. The only people I ever speak to outside of uni is my family and I’m not joking when I say the last time I hung out with friends outside school hours was when I was 14. I made friends at school but unfortunately they fizzled out after I left, and since a levels I’ve pretty much just been a ghost socially. I’ve wasted the best years of my life and had started to accept that this was supposed to be my life from now on, until I started uni where watching everyone else have fun has pushed me to make friends. I’ve even started go to the gym and started doing singing lessons in an attempt to build my confidence and because I have an interest in singing, but still no one shows interest in becoming friends there. I turn 20 in December and I really don’t want to leave my teens without experiencing the life a teenager should experience. I’ve given up on attempting to make friends for the rest of my first year. However next year I’ll be with new people so if anyone has any advice on making friends whether it’s through societies, freshers week, lectures/seminars and even outside uni at the gym/singing it would be very helpful.
Thank you.