Abit of context, I have had quite a rough childhood growing up. Parents divorced when I was 12 so my father was estranged, my brother is fully autistic so I was his carer and when I was 16 my mother was diagnosed cancer, she passed away when I was 19. All of these experiences has led me to have a really traumatic childhood. When I got to uni the PTSD meant I couldn’t focus on my academic studies and I underperformed. For my first 2 years I got a mid 2:2. Because of my degree weightings I could get it to a 2:1. I worked really hard this year but one of my assessments was flagged for plagiarism so I got my marked capped.
I cant stop thinking that if I didn’t go through these events I wouldn’t be in this scenario and the thought of getting a 2:2 is making me extremely depressed. Any advice?