Basically I have just gotten most of my mocks back, i'm quite disappointed in myself, though I got CCD, the subjects graded C were both one mark off a B. However , I have been predicted AAB, possibly even A*AB as this is what I have been working at through Year 12.
My parents have very high expectations due to the fact that I have received A*s and As in assessments and homeworks before, and I am afraid of what their reactions will be when they see my gradecard at the end of the year. Even though my UCAS predicted grades will be the most important piece of information of the paper, I know they will focus on my lower grades.
They have a history to take everything away from me when I get low grades or when I don't meet their expectations, including my phone, laptop, and not allowing me to leave the house to see friends during holidays. It is inevitable now that they will see my latest mock grades and do the same routine this year, even though I really thought I did well in these mocks.
Ultimately I am just afraid that I will feel the most alone this summer, that I cannot see my friends before my last year in school. I don't know how to convince them that I really worked hard in these exams.