Not entirely sure which forum this should go into.
I wanted to become a pharmacist and recently I decided to get back into education to get on that path but I am having second thoughts; feeling as though its going to take me too long to achieve and/or I'm not cut out for it.
Im 23 years old, from what I can understand I will need to take Pharmacology, then pharmacy course which will take a long time and I will be in my 30s by the time I'll get to where I want to be and by that point it feels too late.
It and a lot of other things are weighing heavily on my mind; before I got back into education I didn't have any goals and didn't care about my life, I had no reason for living and I still feel that way still, the reason for me mentioning this is that when getting back into education I wasn't able to think things through very thoroughly and so I went to the open day at the Uni I currently study at and told them my goals so they could recommend me and get me enrolled on a course, the problem is that I think that they just basically didn't listen to me and just applied me onto a course which essentially isn't going to help me out; I say this because when looking how I can get into my desired career I saw that what I'm doing is not helpful and I don't know what to do about it, if i should just find something else to aim towards.
I hope I can get advice, please don't berate me in the comments or anything I know I'm kind of stupid I just want advice or something so I can be better