No one can tell you this. This is just a situation that is no longer in your power to control. Best thing you can do is set aside a reasonable amount of hope and then invest your remaining energy in planning the best contingency plan imaginable. Apply for a job you wouldn’t otherwise look at. Dare to look at alternatives. Sign up to volunteer. Make the alternative to med school something you’d actually miss if you got in and something you’d actually really want to do. Take back control of a situation where you currently have none and you will hopefully feel better.