Why thankyou!! I appreciate that. Writing has never been my strong point so i appreciate that!
It does sound exactly like OCD. I completely understand it too.
You jave to have everything exactly oj the right place to feel normal. But as soon as something is moved, you get anxious about it! I understand the routes thing because i do it sometimes too. I also have to mske sure i touch things in a certain way before i can move away and do something else. Sounds weird but somethinf just doesnt feel right about it so i have to keep going back until its normal.
But what youve said i totally understand. Its not a nice thing to have and i hope you can overcome it soon!
Its not crazy its just something you have to do to feel normal.
You want to know whats crazy! Ive had to have showers because ive touched clean shirts (that had just been washed) because they were from the same place i had my job at. Super annoying!
But thanks for reading!! And for sharing your experiences too!