You know I get no real anxiety over this. But then again I did grow up with my mom. She's like me. Only I am a little different. Like on the mental level I seem like the same as some of the people I've met in translation group and plus my T diagnosed me way back. But then the thing is I don't have any desires or wants. Like when I was a kid. It was like ahhh damn guess I'm stuck this way. And in general I want to be a woman. And I see myself as a woman. As far as my sexuality goes I like people based on their biological sex so the same goes for me. But like I could never do a relationship with a guy. I have never wanted a relationship with a guy. And in a sense it's always the wrong thing guys say. When they talk like about dating. And I don't want that. I don't really feel it would ever work. Because of I a bit feel like many of their bros do only I happen to like guys. I don't want to be the girl in a relationship. I am aware I am a female. But that just emphasizes. It doesn't seem though with sex that it's a problem. I am fine with my vagina and all of that. They're just parts I got used to a long time ago. I even want to be a mom at some point. I wouldn't mind pregnancy as long it's not deadly or anything. And in place I get lots of people all jealous about my body I have learned to be grateful. I don't really have any desire to any clothing or anything either I don't like dresses but I'm not repulsed to me that really won't change anything. I just have always known I was mentally like that but I don't want to kill myself over it or anything. I feel more like logically there's nothing I can do but make the most of the life I have.