I'm so confused and frustrated at the moment. I'm 22 (nearly 23) and I don't have a clue what I want to do with my life!! One minute I'm set on going back to education, then the next minute I'm not sure about going and wasting 3 more years at the age of 22 (making me around 25/26 when graduated). I want to move out of my parent's home, but at the moment I'm working full time in a dead end job (in a call centre) and It's not a secure enough job for me to be able to move out and live on my own, not to mention that the pay is only average per hour.
I'm just stressing out at the moment because I want to do something with my life, but I don't know what. I was thinking that if I don't go back to education I might become a personal trainer instead, but then everyone is becoming a personal trainer these days, so it's nothing out of the ordinary. I really don't have a clear idea of what I want to do with my future career. As for my love life, well.....That sucks too! I have been single for too long now, that it's making me cranky. I'm not into clubbing every weekend, so instead I usually stay home and save my money for when I may need it.
I know this may sound ridiculous, but without a clear idea of where I want to go in life, I feel embarrassed to date girls. I feel that I'll be judged on why I haven't got a career or why I haven't got an idea of a career etc. So many things are going through my head at the moment and it's driving me crazy!! I have a problem with comparing myself to other people all the time. So for example, I feel that everyone my age knows what they want to do with their life and is working towards that, so I feel like I'm trailing behind because of it. I see people my age with a better car or a really good job and I get envious. I know it sounds stupid, but I always seem to compare myself to other people and that's why my confidence isn't as high as it should be. Some people go out and think "f**k it, whatever happens, happens!" but I'm always analysing or over thinking situations. I worry too much about my future and not enough on the present.
What advice could you give me?? I'm desperate for advice, PLEASE!!!