I'm Rachel, I'm 20 and I'm 5ft 2 and when I weighed myself just under a week ago I weighed 123lbs.
My goal is to lose fat, gain muscle, and just generally get fitter and healthier, and most importantly gain my confidence back.
Before I started university I used to be on the small side of a size 8 (and had been so since I was about 15), which suited me as I had a petite frame. I'm now usually a size 12, sometimes 10, and I'd like to get back to a size 8.
My lifestyle just went to s*** a few months after I went to university, I think this was partly due to being on a nursing course and my shift patterns changing every week so my sleeping and eating patterns would never be consistent, and then just tiredness and lazyness when I got back from a shift I'd just want to eat junk rather than spend the time preparing healthy meals. I knew throughout the year I was putting weight on as loads of my clothes stopped fitting, I didn't like what I was seeing in the mirror, and other people have commented on my weight gain negatively (even my gp said around christmas time that it wouldnt suit me if I put anymore weight on).
I decided just under a month ago that I needed to sort my lifestyle out, and for just under 4 weeks I've been going to the gym and eating healthier, and I feel alot better for it already and my fitness is improving. I've only lost 4lbs but the inches must be coming off as I can fit into my favourite playsuit again (the last time it fit me was in february)
. I haven't eaten any sweets or chocolate in the last four weeks, and only a few biscuits, which is a massive change for me as I have a huge sweet tooth and used to eat sweets or chocolate most days. The first two weeks I really craved sweets but now I don't miss them and actually prefer fruit, and I think my mood is better now instead of before when I used to comfort eating and getting sugar rushes, and then crash down a few hours later.
Mainly I want to gain back the confidence I've lost in the last year, not just because of the weight gain but due to things that have happened in the last year that have made me just want to hide away.
So yeah I'm joining this so it'll help motivate me to continue with a health lifestyle.
P.S. I'm sorry if this post seems insensitive as I know other people would love to be a size 12, but it just really doesn't suit me!