Hi,
Just a question about getting tested/diagnosed? I sometimes wonder if I have Asperger's (Number of reasons including scores on empathy test (16) and AQ test (33) (and yes I know, tests can't always be trusted) and someone I know whose familiar with the disorder has told me I do display a number of the symptoms. I do feel it does affect me sometimes, and I feel like if I knew whether or not I had it, it would help me deal with my issues better.
I managed to work up the courage and go to my doctor about it and she told me that I did seem to be displaying some of the signs she knew about it but that I was coping well enough not to send me to a psychiatrist (based on me recording lectures due to my short attention span in that environment). Normally I would accept this, but when I pointed out that there was a local clinic that dealt with diagnosing Autism and Asperger's, particularly in adults, that required a simple referral, she was really surprised and wasn't aware that it existed and that she'd have to look it up. This makes me feel like I should see someone else, but I'm not sure its worth it. I'm not very good at talking about my private life and such and it was so hard to do it the first time, I don't know if its worth it trying again? My mum (although my brother and nephew are Autistic) treats me like I'm stupid whenever I discuss my worries with her, but I've heard her tell my sister that she thinks something is wrong with me.
I don't know whether I should carry on trying to deal with it on my own, or whether I should work it up and try again at the doctors. What were your experiences in getting diagnosed? Any advice? Or anyone I can talk to that might be able to help? I know there is a good chance I might not have it, but I'd rather know either way, so that I can try and find the path that works best for me.
Thank you.