I deeply regret taking economics…(actually it's not my own choice, the school forced every grade 10 student to pick up economics as "this would be beneficial for your future applications!")Our eco teacher is pretty bad,in my AS year,we still have 25% content unfinished one month before the exam. So not surprisingly I got a b(75%). Because I wanted to major in economics or finance at that time (I thought I could earn lots of money after graduation...at least that was what films and novels had told me...naive),I decided to resit my AS this summer,and managed to get an a(87%).
But things have changed:with the struggles of economics I realized I actually hated this subject… English is not my first language, plus that I had never really systematically study subjects like economics before (I am Chinese and didn't study IGCSEs before Alevel). So this is a total disaster..... Now I want to major in computer science and drop out A2 economics. But my mom said this idea sucks...after putting so many efforts into it I should somehow stick with it and at least get an A in A2.
I partly agree with her,as I did do a lot of work for it, giving up now doesn't look wise, not to mention I have paid almost 2000£ for my extra tuition fee.. Plus my new AS grade is not so bad.. seems an A would be within reach. However the problem is every time I look at my economics papers I feel nauseous and want to scream. I really don't care about the argument between K and monetarists and I also don't want to know how the hell governments would deal with market failure! I am not interesting in it at all!!! ***
I just sat there wishing I have dropped it in my first year,and took Spanish instead! I will never be tired of studying languages, as they have more practical uses and different styles, which is quite attractive. I think it would be great to pick Spanish this year and study it to AS level (although I don't know how much this would weigh in uni application...languages are seen as soft alevels right? But whatever I will have it because it is fun!) and drop out A2 economics, using math physics further math and AS Spanish + economics to apply. (that is a strange combination though) And then hopefully I could pay the 2000£ back to my mom as quickly as I can.....maybe after finishing my Phd degree?