I'm scared about getting close with someone because I feel like I don't know what to do? I'm 20 years old and I've never had a serious relationship (which means I'm still a virgin) but I'm so nervous to get into one. Like I feel like I want a relationship but when a boy starts talking to me or a friend tries to set me up with someone I get so nervous and push them away because number 1; I have no self confidence and 2; I'm unexperienced and I'll have no idea what to do.
I've only had 1 relationship in my life and I was 16, he was definitely moving too fast for my liking and within 2 weeks of being in a relationship with him he was pressuring me into having sex and I really wasn't ready. That ended badly and sines then I have found no one and no one is interested in me.
I feel so stupid because I'm 20 and a virgin and have never had a proper relationship and now I'm 20 I feel like no one will want me because I've had no experience with a relationship.
My friends now trying to set me up with her friend because I need to experience a one night stand, but it's not me at all and she doesn't realise it. It's putting me of more because he's 26 (probably with plenty of experience) and I know he's had many of one night stands so I feel like I'd get judged?
I really don't know why I feel this was about relationships and sex, like I feel like I am ready when I think about it but when I talk to someone I'm really not.