Hi,
My boyfriend and I started living together. I’m from the USA. I feel like his standards are unrealistic and I want your opinions because I feel like I will never be good enough for him no matter what I do.
First of all, he has a BIG resentment towards me because I don’t do his laundry. Before moving in with me, he lived by himself and did his own laundry, so I don’t understand why he wants things to be different now. I do cook for him every day and wash the dishes afterwards. He never has to cook or do dishes. We each do our own laundry and I think it’s fair this way but he hates doing his laundry and wants me to do it for him besides cooking his meals daily. And he keeps telling me that women usually do their men’s laundry.
My boyfriend’s chore is to clean and he actually enjoys it because he likes cleaning but sometimes acts like I’m supposed to worship him because he cleans. One time he randomly got mad at me saying: “I can’t believe you haven’t given me a glass of water after I’ve been cleaning for a long time”. I think he’s right that I should be more thoughtful but I don’t do things on purpose. I just work better with communication. If he asks me for water, then I’ll gladly get it for him. I’m not a mind reader but he wants me to be guess what he wants. I told him to communicate things with me but he thinks it’s stupid that he has to tell me things. He just expects me do it.
Sometimes he has said: “this is the last time I’ll ever clean” like he does too much for me and makes me feel like I don’t deserve him.
One time I invited him out for breakfast. We went to Mc Donald’s but we decided to take the food home instead of eating there. We ate at home and afterwards I cleaned the table but left some packages of ketchup there. I didn’t think too much of it but just threw away all the food, plates and cups. I thought I was going to make my boyfriend happy because I bought breakfast that day but instead of thanking me, he pointed out another flaw. He complained that I left the packages of ketchup on the table and asked why I didn’t put them away. It’s just ketchup! Jesus Christ! How does it affect him? Maybe I didn’t give too much importance to it but again he thinks I do things on purpose.
I feel like I can never do anything right in his eyes. I can point out more examples but I don’t want to make this too long.
What are your thoughts? Am I such a bad girlfriend or he has some problems?