Don't know what to do in holidays

I've finished school now and I just feel so empty. I think it's partly the lack of routine that makes me feel this way, but I also feel resentful of other friends who live in town. Because I live in a village, I am totally dependent on my parents to be able to go anywhere and it is getting me down a lot. I do text people from time to time but I don't even think it's the not being around friends which is the worst. It's the fact that I can't go out spontaneously and, say, go to the library or anywhere and just see new things. I don't necessarily feel isolated, but I feel trapped.
I've applied for volunteering and have been thinking about getting a job bit I don't really know where to look.

This is just a bit of a rant, really. I know I'm lucky to live where I am it just feels frustrating. I don't know if anyone has any advice.

Reply 1

Clearing and Applications Advisor

Are there any buses to/from your village (or within a few miles walk) - or is it possible to cycle to somewhere with public transport links or facilities?
Anyone else in the village that you could car share with?