I’m not sure why, but sometimes I get ‘cringed’ around my family or anyone for that matter, when they might do something.
I just get this feeling of disgust.
Also I go through waves. sometimes I want to spend time with people and other times I really don’t want to spend time with people. I never used to think I was an ‘introvert’ as some people call it. I love dancing in clubs so much, and sometimes people do consider me loud (even if I don’t have a drink).
It’s just I get really emotional because I’m currently on summer, and my family always say that they rarely see me. I’m always in my room pretty much, maybe watching a TV show or doing revision. I don’t even leave the house because I have strict parents. I would go and sit with my family but they bore me.
i always used to think that the reason why parties and family events bore me is because I’ve never had cousins my age.
However, yesterday my cousin from India came over. She’s exactly the same age as me and I find it so exhausting being with her. I’m unsure if it’s because she’s never been here before and she’s settling so everyone’s giving her princess treatment, but honestly I’m finding it so hard as it seems as though I have to be with her 24/7
I do have some family friends and I love them to bits!