im 16, going into sixth form this september. and while everyone around me has fancy new iphones and clothes, i have a samsung, no data plan and only have enough money to buy clothes from cheap stores which i pay for myself out of the little birthday/christmas money i get a year.
i have 3 other siblings and a mother that is horrible at managing her money, my father is out of the picture. i just wish i could have everything that my friends do, you know? i want new clothes, i want an iphone, i want to go out with my friends regularly without worrying about asking for money, i want a data plan so i dont feel like a leech using other peoples hotspots all of the time, i want to go on holiday, i want to look attractive like others but i just dont have the money to, and i never will.
it really sucks even more since i plan on going to university abroad, (Japan specifically, its a long list of reasons but mainly because my best friends family moved over there recently) but i wont have the money to pay for my tuition, and im not the smartest so a scholarship is not really an option here.
i just wish i was born into a family that didnt have money problems until the next payday, and i wish i could have everything that i dream of having.
if anybody is curious the university i want to go to is Ritsumeikan APU, an international university in Beppu, Japan. anyways, thanks for listening to my little rant.