Am I a bad person, or what am I?

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I don't never talk about my feelings, even in front of my family or best friends. I don't explode, i just let it out when i'm alone.(just crying)

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I get jealous when my friend keeps going to social gatherings without me but still claims to have no social life. (I can't join them bc idk the host)

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I'm too much of an introvert that i don't feel comfortable around people. I've known the same group of people for a year and abit now and see them everyday at school but i feel like i can't fully trust them even though they are lovely people. Theres only one person I feel more like myself around but even then, we don't have the relationship were we talk about feelings.

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I don't like massive physical touch like hugging or linking arms with friends, I've never had a bf but i can picture myself doing that with them instead of my friends.

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Again, too much of an introvert that I never had a love life. I don't think my personality is the problem and i'm not a model but i'm defiantly not ugly. I sort of just want it to come naturally so i don't put that much pressure or force myself to do that. I'm always in the mindset of "love will come when i least expect it" but is that just me being lazy.

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Sometimes I dont understand why people are upset abt smt small like a guy non stop texting them, why cant u just block them and get it over and done with instead of making the situation worse. Idk if this makes me a bad person for not having empathy or just not knowing social skills.

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I always leave stuff to the last minute and then panic. Then i stress but i only have myself to blame so is it really okay for me to be stressed.

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I think looks are just as important as personality. I don't want to date some who you i find disgusting even though they may be amazing inside. Though i never find people totally ugly.

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I find myself not relating to people who call themselves ugly bc in my eyes, they are beautiful so i don't rlly know how what to say bc after a while, saying "no ur not" stops working.

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I can't comfort people. I feel like nothing i say sounds genuine. It's not like i'm being passive aggressive or trying to be mean. I can say smt and make it sound nice but i don't feel anything behind my words if that makes sense but i think this may be in my head. It just causes me to overthink and say less.

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I always find myself comparing myself to others whether it comes to academics or looks in order to motivate, upset or book my happiness.

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I find myself just randomly hating people and wanting to distance myself but then feel completely fine after a week.