Like he is just never happy at all, whenever i tell him something good or to celebrate something he just ignores and makes my happy moments even worse. I had my convocation and I don’t have one single picture of me of that day because he continuously made me cry to the fullest at that time. Said my hard work was buttering faculty and getting marks as he couldn’t score the same range as me but at the same time he went to his little sister’s convocation and showed everyone that her hard work pulled off so well. I felt really bad and when I told him this he told me “you’re jealous of my sister.” Whereas I wasn’t jealous I just wanted my convocation to be all happy as well but why did he conveniently choose to hurt me but makes every happy moment for his sister much better?
Even when I received my first salary in hand, he was not happy. He told me “slavery money you got.” But I was just happy because that was my first earned money on my own. I always want him to be happy but he tells me that “he keeps my happiness a priority.” But he never makes me happy, whenever I am happy he conveniently finds a way to ruin it for me. Am I wrong to compare situations like this with his sister? Because my convocation was very important for me, it was my four years of hard work and in one sentence he flushed it down for me but why did he make everything better for his sister but not me? Because she’s her blood member, that’s why? And im not? But he tells me he loves me a lot then why did he do that? Why is he never happy with the little proud moments I have in my life. My parents still ask me for my picture of the convocation day and I don’t have one single picture because I was just crying & trying to stick around with him because he was sad about his marks.