I used to get bad cases of depression, try hiding it from people, feeling suicidal and wondering what the hell the point of life is.. My thoughts were that were all going to die eventually, what is the point in doing well in college and achieving something.
Everybody gets down sometimes and being a girl I know sometimes I get a bit upset and just want to cry with these god damn hormones all over the place lol
An old teacher of mine once said, "being a teenager was the worst time of my life" and that's always stuck as she described how great life was once all the studying was out of the way.
I've been with my boyfriend for a long time now and he makes life 'worth it' really. He's helped a lot and been there to love me and to hold me tight if I ever felt down which is always good.
I found little things used to pick up my mood when I was trying to get better though, such as just smiling at people walking through the street.. or I dont know, dressing up nice wearing heels and walking high (making yourself feel more confident). Maybe make a plan of where you want to be in the future?
Also, lately .. I've really thrown myself into studying and doing really well in my course and I feel happy with myself because I am achieving something and I'll be able to do the course I want and have that nice home I've always dreamed about..
Ooo also, being spontaneous always picked up my mood. I just decided to just go to Paris the other day (just got back woop!), and Alton Towers for a couple of days last year. It's nice to have a small break with some friends sometimes.