I'm trying to - only problem is, I don't have that many people in my life! I had a very small circle and I kind of alienated them while I was in my relationship as my ex had moved to a new city and had no one and so I felt like I had to give him all my time.
Runescape was the thing back then! I loved it so much.
It's so hard to forget though, especially when we lived side by side for 2 years. He honestly slept in my flat every day or vice versa - we barely spent moments apart (unless I was at uni/he was at work) and we both went to Edinburgh alone and gave each other all our time so everything we did, we did together.. that includes things such as food shopping, going out, exploring etc. I honestly have no clue how I'm going to be able to live in Edinburgh and do all these things and just forget that I did it with them and was so happy during it all. I know it's the whole "time heals everything" but I can't live every single day crying every time I think about it. It sucks so much
But like you've said, I'm talking to myself a lot, telling myself that he wasn't that good and he had many flaws and didn't treat me right a lot of the time. It isn't working as much as I'd like it to but I guess I'll get there.
Hahaha I'll reply to it now ♥︎
It happens to the best of us!
I think so too. I'm seriously regretting it all.
Why am I deserving of karma? If that's what you mean..?
Based on the fact that I've loved him for 7 years, from such a young age. He was my first everything (first love, first kiss, loss of v card) and any boy who hit on me up until I met him, I couldn't show any affection towards and all I did was compare them to him and they all seemed so flawed in comparison.
I'll have a read of the thread, thank you
I think he's either referring to the fact that I was always on TSR and then suddenly stopped, or the fact that he used to be extremely flirtatious and I would join on.
Btw, I love how your signature is Arabic/English - 'life is beautiful/pretty'