Like shite
I feel sad, alone, physically sick, unmotivated and tired
Just in bed thinking about all the bad things about my life right now.
I'm just so so so tired of feeling like this. Its been my permanent mood for the past week.
It doesn't help that I'm spending a lot of time stuck in the house either.
I've cried twice today and probably like 10 times in the past 2 weeks and I never cry.
I can't wait until the main thing that's making me feel like this is gone but then again I'll probably feel like further shite when it is gone and I'll be starting work as well.
I'm also really pissed off that I have to get up to make food every freaking 2 hours or else my stomach hurts like a biitch.
I'm so tired but I feel like sleeping is all I've been doing.
I have so much stuff to do like hang my washed clothes and wash the dishes but I just do not have the energy right now. But if I don't do it now, I'll feel like further **** later when I have nothing to wear and have to wash the dishes before I cook something to eat.
urgh.
My head hurts so much and its been hurting for daysss.
I'm a royal mess right now and I just wish it would all stop.
And on top of that my therapist cancelled thiss week