Hello there.
I have just failed a year at university. Since around Decemeber I became quit depressed and upset with life. My sleeping patterns were and still are all over the place. I still sleep around 8 hours but this can be at any point in the night or day. For example since Friday I have had a full sleep from 1am, 8am, 3pm and 6pm.
People on my course seemed very confident about placements, future careers and life after University. I had not even considered these things and I am completely unsure where I am going in life.
This lead to a loss in confidence and attendance and punctuation towards my course. (I did still complete all assessments). Looking back at this the best thing to do would have been for me to withdraw from my studies for the year and returned this coming year. But when you are depressed and stressed you do not think clearly .
Then it came to exams. Throughout all my exams I was very uneasy and would say I suffered from mild panic attacks at the very least which can become problematic with my asthma.
Up until this point I hadn't reported any of these feelings and emotions to anyone as talking to people about these things is very difficault especially when you are not at all yourself.
I have a doctors appointment booked for tommorrow to finally discuss my stress/ depression along with my problematic sleeping patterns and test anxiety.
I know I will be recieving treatment and medication as what other options do I have. Would a letter written from my GP change the decison of the board of examiners to allow me to repeat the year?
I do not wish to change course or University and will be seeking regular counselling and advice from the university services pending on my return.
All comments are welcome