So basically at the beginning of year 11 I got a new form teacher and he is really funny, sarcastic and attractive. He is also my history teacher. We got on from day 1 because we have the same sense of humour and he doesn't treat you like a child like a lot of teachers can. He's 30 and married and I'm 16, I realise this age gap and his profession means nothing will ever happen between us, that question doesn't even come into consideration.
I started to develop a massive crush (eugh I hate that word) on him and all I would do is think about him 24/7. He is seriously the best teacher I've ever had and managed to raise my grade from a B- to an A* in a matter of months. He taught in a way that was fun and he is very popular with all of the students as he's they type of teacher that disciplines, but in a way that actually makes the student listen. He also likes to talk to as if we're his friends, moaning about his wife and telling us funny stories of when he was at school.
Okay, so enough useless information let me get into the important bit. As the year progressed I would do everything possible to get to see him. I went to all of his revision sessions after school and at lunch times, most of the time it was just me and him so we started to get to know each other quite well. He would tell me how his wife is too different from him and that he doesn't know how much longer their relationship can work, and I told him about any problems I had at home or with my friends. We started to develop all of these inside jokes and he would mention them to me in class and everyone else would kind of sit there like 'what I don't get it?' which obviously made me feel kinda special. Because he's my form teacher I had him for registration and on Tuesdays I had history first so we would have competitions who could get to the classroom first and stupid stuff like that.
As the school year ended I started to realise that it would be possible I would never see him again, he said that he hopes he is going to be my teacher in sixth form, but there is a chance that it will be someone else.
I have no idea how I would cope knowing he is teaching in the same building as me, but I don't get to see him. its going o be hard enough going from seeing him more than any other student to not seeing him at all. next week I will get my timetable and I need advice on how to cope if I find out I'm never going to see him again. there is no guys my own age I like because I'm only really attracted to older guys. any advice would be highly appreciated, thank you!