Hey all,
I've been interested in getting back into education for a few years but wanted to wait until something really grabbed me, and while I've been thinking of the same subject (Computer Science) I've been held back by which particular field of CompSci. In the past few months I've been giving it real thought and have decided on almost everything, unfortunately my grades are against me.
Backstory
(Skip to "The Problem" if you don't feel like reading! Or the tl;dr for the nutshell explanation)
In school I was bullied quite significantly, and my mothers epilepsy often played on my mind causing a lot of anxiety. As a result I went from being a student with 100% attendance, to an insular person who rarely went into school. Academically I was fine, but any level of competency displayed in class or during exams is negated rather quickly when you have done about 20% of the coursework through the year! As a result, I could spell "FUDGE" with my grades (the U came from my English Lit exam, in which I did not attend due to a very nasty stomach bug!) and promptly left education. A year later, in 2008, I studied Music and Production at Newcastle College, which I did for two years, achieving a BTEC First Diploma at Merit, with two Key Skills in English and Math (level 3 and level 2 respectively). I didn't take the Key Skills modules very seriously because, like, I'm here to make music, man.
Anyway, the point of this being I have a level 2 qualification and now, at 25, I'm looking to get back into education, with a view to continue studies at University. I did the research, found the courses I wanted to do (Maths, Physics, and IT), and then went over to Student Services to discuss my options where they confirmed that I had in fact selected the best route for my needs and to come along to the open day.
So off I go to the open day only to discover the pathway I wanted to be on had been cancelled due to the course content being too difficult, though the maths module was not preparing people for HE suitably enough, and that I should do a Business pathway because "it has IT in it" (Statistics, Business and IT).
The Problem
I have asked the Universities and they suggested that if I were to go this route, it's unlikely I would be accepted as they would prefer I have 15 credits in Math, and 30 (Distinction level) in another subject - preferably Science, and that the Statistics course the college is running, would be a very poor grounding for the more standard branch of maths I would inevitably be studying.
Now emailing the college, I've been told I outright would not be accepted onto the Engineering pathway due to the lack of GCSEs (regardless of the level 2 qualification) and that I'd have to "wait and see" about any additional courses they may be running. Given that it's now March, I'm starting to get a bit nervous about "waiting and seeing" as a strategy.
This whole situation has left me very confused and jaded, and I'm not sure where to go from here. I could redo my GCSEs but that would be an extra year out (plus a further two for A Levels, or one for Access assuming they're even still doing it), meaning I'd be entering a career path which often favours the younger man, and there's also the fact that I'm now caring for my mother so I simply would not be able to afford to resit my GCSEs (£798 for ICS for Maths and Science, or about £66.50 monthly - not including the cost of exams), to then hopefully get funding for further studies.
I'm at a loss. I've emailed the other local colleges and they're all reading from the hymn sheet of the "Entry Requirements" and not answering the question of "with what I have, can I get in?". I almost feel like giving up at this stage.
Any ideas on my options?
tl;dr: Failed GCSEs due to various circumstances, now I may or may not be able to get onto the course I need regardless of previous qualifications. Need advice.
PS: Sorry for the long winded life story rant, this has been building up for a few weeks now and I'm at my wits end.