What should I do about this female friend?

Breaking contact won't make me get good grades either.
Look, I just wish she just unblocked me and talked to me.

Continue lying to yourself.

She will never care and you will never be special to her.

How can you be so sure? It was my fault I messaged her when she was on holiday. I should have waited

Who cares about your grades..? No one except you.

We know what you wish.

I'm sure because she tells you to shut up and be quiet/leave her alone. Then you see her online talking to other people.

Yeah, she said she is talking to cousins. And that I should let her enjoy her holiday. So it was my fault because I messaged her again and she got angry and blocked me. I know it's my fault which is why I am desperate to try and make things right again

You know how you can be happy.

But you won't be. I already told you. You will be like this until she kicks you away for good then slowly over time you will heal (but maybe never fully). It's not going to happen anytime soon though.

You're wrong.

You're wrong.

They're right. Your just saying they're wrong because you don't want to believe it yourself.
Your acting like you cannot function without her! She is/was only a friend. You cannot rely that much on someone.

The truth is you know what needs to be done , but you won't get help. Did you even go to the doctor on Friday? No. Since your not prepared to do anything she will. She will kick you out her life completely & after uni you probably won't see her again. Your wasting your time on a losing battle, when you could actively try and turn your life around & meet new people.


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Honestly you're so paralysed by your delusions, creepy fantasies and denial, you may as well be a vegetable. Seriously, a ****ing vegetable.

Honestly you're so paralysed by your delusions, creepy fantasies and denial, you may as well be a vegetable. Seriously, a ****ing vegetable.

Ok. Why am I so crazy about her? Why do I feel I will never find another girl, I am worried about what will happen in uni, I am scared and worried. I didn't want it to end like this. What can I do to convince her to talk to me again? I don't want to be sad anymore. I want to be happy. I feel completely lost and torn.

Because you are mentally ill. Like we have said for nearly a ****ing year now. Seriously get a ****ing grip.

You just sicken me.

I don't, I just want her to talk to me.

I don't, I just want her to talk to me.

Suuuuure you don't mate.

You keep telling yourself that bull****, let's see where you are a year from now. With grades down the toilet (if you don't get kicked out of uni that is), a restraining order and no life prospects.

Good one mate. You're pathetic.