Hi, i'm going to put this shortly
got 10A*GCSE so I know I'm not dumb
chose wrong A Levels, (Maths, F Maths Chem) and one I could do (Geog)
Scraped through AS and got offer from elite unis on course of choice (social science based)
Get to A2 Level results day and have completely ****ed up even through I tried hard and worked solidly
Got ACCD (C) in Geography, Maths, Chem, Further Maths and AS Physics respectively. Didn't even revise for A level Geography and got an A as was so busy desperately trying to do Maths. School was telling me I was capable and I foolishly believed and kept pushing.
Obviously missed offer from elite unis
Nothing worthwhile in clearing.
Now I am really in a mess. Want to take A Level Econ and Sociology in one year, parents refusing to pay for me to go to college (only private colleges do a one year course). I understand why they don't want to pay now after what I've done. Going to self teach and pay for occasional one to one tuition myself with part time job. I refuse to resit the C's as a simply can't do the subjects and have finally accepted this fact.
Will elite universités take my application seriously now that I have made such a catastrophe of my life and can anyone please offer me any advice as I am an absolute mess.