Hi, today I got my accommodation offer for Bristol (biochem) and it's fine, it's not what I hoped for, but it's a nice building and the flat isn't too big. The problem is that now that I'm properly working out my expenses, I found out I don't get as much bursary as I initially thought and I can only scrape by in 1st year. Since 2nd year is so much more expensive on private Bristol rents and added utilities, I'm really worried I just won't be able to afford uni by second year - I get almost the full maintenance loan, and don't understand how everyone else does this?!?
I got AAA on results day biology, chemistry and english lit, and would have made the offer from Imperial college london that i turned down (which would have given me a 5k bursary, and after considering that bristol is almost as expensive as london, it would have worked out cheaper/easier). i'm now really regretting turning them down, and considering whether it would be worth it to defer/reapply and work for a year to save up the money, or reapply to imperial and then have a bursary as well. I have so many friends who are staying back for a year because of various circumstances, and when everyone asks me about uni I can't say I'm excited right now because honestly it fills me with dread. i don't want to spend however much in student loans only to spend my entire time worrying about money
p.s. sorry about the forum placing the tool was very hard to use