I chose art gcse but i don’t like it. it takes too much time and i don’t think in good enough. i struggled picking my gcse’s, as i couldn’t figure out what i wanted my 9th subject to be. it was between history and art but i thought i would prefer a subject that didn’t require ‘revision’ and was more creative instead. i feel like my friends pressured me into doing art, as most of them are doing it and have drawn outside of school for 1-3 years unlike me (they are also amazing, and will get 9s, whilst i think i will get 5/6, but also aiming for 8/9s in all my other subjects). i feel so embarrassed as i don’t produce work that im proud of. on top of that i procrastinate to the point where i stay up till the early hours to do enough to get through the art lesson the next day. i’ve nearly finished my drawing workshop (since september) and the final piece and all the book work is due after the holidays ( start of january). i think i can do it but the next workshop ia painting, which i causing me a lot of worry - i can barely paint. someone in my art class mentioned they are switching from art to either history or business studies, so that got my thinking whether i should ask to move to the history class, as it would also be scheduled at the same time as my current art class. i could catch up on the work at the minute, but if i leave it much longer i probably won’t be able to.
i have no idea if they will let me switch, but i as i mentioned someone in my class is so maybe they will. i don’t want to talk to my parents about it as i had to convince them it was the right choice in the first place.
btw i started gcses in year 10 in september but im not sure i like it. also worried i will do worse in other subjects due to time consuming projects. one of my other friends is doing history and loves it, and i also loved it in years 7-9, unlike art where i want that keen.
what should i do? do i just continue and hope i improve and begin to enjoy it or do i talk to my parents, admit they are right and get them to email the school and then have to talk to my teachers about swapping classes?
please help 🙏