the aot ref is life at this point, my way of coping is rewatching it as much as i can and thinking that the outcome will be different everytime. im on rewatch 7 now, fingers crossed it changes this time😭😭😭😭😭.
also np, anytime, we are all here for support in learnign cause i know it is difficult as hell. But alo=so u really are amazing in lanuages bc i was taking spanish for 9 years, 9 YEARS, and only managed to scrape a grade 5 at GCSE, so litteraly know how amazing you are.
nooo why r u breaking ur own heart like this?? when i first read i was like. in tears on the tube literally so close to crying and i deadass cried when hanji.. why r u putting urself thru this
honestly idfk how different spanish is for u, wait lemme look up a gcse paper. oh this is 😭 bro for oral comprehension we get given actual spanish things from radio/tv broadcasts n **** usually w some kind of crowd noises or static interference??? i feel like im being ****ed over here bye wtf. and lets not even talk abt oral and written expression and text comprehension. help?? i was not expecting this when u guys r so much more advanced in every science subject
nooo why r u breaking ur own heart like this?? when i first read i was like. in tears on the tube literally so close to crying and i deadass cried when hanji.. why r u putting urself thru this
honestly idfk how different spanish is for u, wait lemme look up a gcse paper. oh this is 😭 bro for oral comprehension we get given actual spanish things from radio/tv broadcasts n **** usually w some kind of crowd noises or static interference??? i feel like im being ****ed over here bye wtf. and lets not even talk abt oral and written expression and text comprehension. help?? i was not expecting this when u guys r so much more advanced in every science subject
I cant help myselffff, i just have to bc it hurts so bad and i need it to change. its my coping mechanism I cant lie.
Bro wth are they doing to you in languages.for spanish gcse we had like i think 3 papers, writing, listening and reading and then we also had the speaking part where we had a set of predetermined questions that we had to chose an answer too and then the teacher coulld also find some others that we didnt prepare for to ask. it was so hard overalll. I think I m just terrible at languages, like bro i struggle with english and my own native language nevr mind spanish. I have enough on my plate as it is😭😭😭
maths - A* further maths - A* computer science - A* chemistry - A*/A ambitious but i think achievable hoping to study comp sci at cambridge or oxford 🙏🙏
maths - A* further maths - A* computer science - A* chemistry - A*/A ambitious but i think achievable hoping to study comp sci at cambridge or oxford 🙏🙏
I cant help myselffff, i just have to bc it hurts so bad and i need it to change. its my coping mechanism I cant lie.
Bro wth are they doing to you in languages.for spanish gcse we had like i think 3 papers, writing, listening and reading and then we also had the speaking part where we had a set of predetermined questions that we had to chose an answer too and then the teacher coulld also find some others that we didnt prepare for to ask. it was so hard overalll. I think I m just terrible at languages, like bro i struggle with english and my own native language nevr mind spanish. I have enough on my plate as it is😭😭😭
every time i think abt it i delude myself into thinking i actually got the ending completely wrong. i cant think abt it too long tho or i get so sad like why is everyone either traumatised or dead pls make it stop. its a fair coping mechanism tho i mean. cant think abt ur problems if ur busy thinking abt the problems of fictional ppl
IDFK I FEEL SCAMMED. help i have like 11 subjects to keep up with i dont have this much energy to b spending on unnecessarily hard spanish T-T like atp im pretty sure i could read don quichotte in spanish (mostly joking but i could probably with some effort). i mean yh it is probably a question of personal predisposition? im very good at picking up languages (trying to learn russian and portuguese as well rn) and textual analysis comes easily to me but i couldnt survive an hour in a maths or bio class (i gen dont understand why im so bad at bio T-T). strengths and weaknesses :b
maths - A* further maths - A* computer science - A* chemistry - A*/A ambitious but i think achievable hoping to study comp sci at cambridge or oxford 🙏🙏
woahh how are you alive? chem AND further maths. AND comp sci at oxbridge. im feeling this weird mix of admiration, incomprehension, and js straight up fear
every time i think abt it i delude myself into thinking i actually got the ending completely wrong. i cant think abt it too long tho or i get so sad like why is everyone either traumatised or dead pls make it stop. its a fair coping mechanism tho i mean. cant think abt ur problems if ur busy thinking abt the problems of fictional ppl
IDFK I FEEL SCAMMED. help i have like 11 subjects to keep up with i dont have this much energy to b spending on unnecessarily hard spanish T-T like atp im pretty sure i could read don quichotte in spanish (mostly joking but i could probably with some effort). i mean yh it is probably a question of personal predisposition? im very good at picking up languages (trying to learn russian and portuguese as well rn) and textual analysis comes easily to me but i couldnt survive an hour in a maths or bio class (i gen dont understand why im so bad at bio T-T). strengths and weaknesses :b
AOT is my sanity and my insanity. its my high and my low. its so cruel yet so beautiful. it hurts but it sooths at the same time you know? like it helps me calm down and everytime i watch it, its like i forget where iam, like i am there with them. same with reading, it makes me feel as though i am in their world. That makes no sence but thats just the wierd type of person that i am.
Also i tried lerning russiain, cause i just love ruissia, only got as far to learning priviet, kak dela. and net. a couple of swears too but as you can tell i can barely speak english, or write english at this point cuase i just give up so fast. like bro my spellings are horrid since like i was born, granted i feel as though i have a branch of dyslexia, but still. i also tried learning spanish with school and only got a 5, i tried learnign french and tbh i can say, hello mon cheri, my name is, how are you, and one two three. thats abt it. i cant read or write in my own languge, and understanding it i can but i can barely speak it, its the westernised language, the one where half the words are engish. im just terrible at languages. what else did i try learn. oh arabic cause i can read it and i can speak it but idk what im saying or what anything means. tried learning japanesse through anime, its a work in progess. but moral of the story is i want to learn so many lanuguaeges but i cant cause im terribke at them basically. oh i also tried learning BSL but idk anything still so i gave up on thtat too.
Lol the kind of sciencey subjects i get, they make sence when i sti down and listen cause it jsut does, idk how but they do
got my mocks after February half term going to post what i get. Imma go for a ABB as there is no A* in AS.
my mocks are on my gyg cause i cant be posting them on here, they were terrible, but hopefully end of yr exams are gonna be my turn around. you got this xx
my mocks are on my gyg cause i cant be posting them on here, they were terrible, but hopefully end of yr exams are gonna be my turn around. you got this xx
fr, next week is a new week and then we have half term. imma switch on now, im gonna have fun and unwind today and then from tmr just gring grind grindd