I feel lost in what I'm supposed to do with my life, I have no passion and just picked my subject choice cause it seemed semi interesting & not because I wanted a career in it.
I was predicted AAB, dealt with heavy depression and chronic health issues, didn't revise enough [completely my fault] & ended up with CDE, but my insurance grade still accepted me [It was ~CCC, it wasn't unconditional].
I have 3 options on what to do:
1) take up my insurance university & study a subject I don't particularly want a career in. As it's a subject for a kind of competitive career, I feel like my A-level results will screw me over in the long run, especially as I'd need at least a Masters degree to even get anywhere.
2) try going through clearing and taking up a foundation course in a subject I think I'd be more interested in a career in. However, it has the same A-level problem as option 1 & requires ~2 hours public transport one way to get to those universities [~4 hours travel daily].
3) resitting A-levels to hopefully get a better grade & then applying for university in 2024. However, it's more costly & my old school doesn't offer it [so I'd most likely have to do it digitally].I think I'd be able to do a better job this time as
I've managed to get accepted for therapy [referrals take time & my parents wouldn't spend money] and am trying to get prescriptions [my parents wouldn't allow any] to deal with my health issues.
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do.