Hi,
I missed my firm choice Unis offer of ABB by getting BBC (I was one UMS away from BBB - remark came back the same), and really wanted to go there for distance - it's only 40 minutes away which would make it easier on me as for personal reasons I'd prefer not to be too far from my family. My insurance choice was three hours away, but I did like it which is why I kept it on there. I got in here, but am unsure what to do. There's only one other university nearer which takes my interest, it's an hour and a half away and I didn't visit it originally so am not sure if I'd like it there. I've considered waiting a year and going back to college in order to bide my time a bit, get extra UMS from coursework to achieve BBB, but due to the new spec I won't be able to retake my AS modules in Psychology (Got 2 As in the A2 exams, but it lowers to a B due to AS), and would have to go a year picking up a completely new subject to get an A in it - which I don't even know yet if I'll like - and without getting to study my chosen degree subject.
I struggle quite a bit with decisions, and unfortunately this one has put me in a dilemma; I want to go to university and feel this would be a great opportunity, I like the insurance choice Uni and the degree seemed good - but I'd rather be close to my family who also feel this way and some of which would struggle emotionally without me being there, and I don't feel I'm as ready as I'd like to be, but I'm scared of wasting a year.
Thanks to anybody who can even follow this, let alone give advice xD