Hello!! I am a Year 12 Student about to go into Year 13 who decided to commit to Medicine only around a month ago, and i’m considering not applying this year (for 2024 entry) and instead pushing it until 2025 to better prepare. I’m looking for some advice on whether this seems reasonable.
I’m predicted pretty good A level grades (Three A*s although I think realistically I will achieve atleast one A* and two As), so this is the area i’ve been most secure with about applying to Medicine.
However, Ive had a month until now to study for my UCAT which is next week, and i’m really not feeling confident about it at all. I didn’t take studying for it seriously in the beginning and it all has felt very rushed, so this has been causing me quite some stress and im close to cancelling the exam altogether.
In terms of work experience, I have done a week in the Chemistry department of UCL, which I would say wasn’t entirely relevant to medicine but I could try stretch some of the skills I learnt to make it relevant/use it in my personal statement. I’m also set to do 3 days in a GP practice next week.
Other than that, I haven’t really done anything that would strengthen my application - i’ve never even had a part time job or done any kind of volunteering.
So, even though I do very well in school, I don’t feel confident at all in applying to Medicine this year. I also really want to go to a Medical school in London, so if i did want to apply this year and instead do it strategically, it won’t be as strategic if you get what i mean (since the options are limited). I feel that if I apply this year, I will either get 4 rejections or maybe, if i’m REALLY lucky, 1 acceptance into a university that I wouldnt prefer to go to compared to others.
What’s holding me back from taking the gap year is that my dad (who is a doctor) is very opposed to the whole thing. Even though he was fine with my older brother taking a gap year before studying Economics, he views it as a waste of a year and laughed at my prospect of getting a job during that year, justifying it as okay for my older brother to do because “he’s a man”. I don’t feel like he understands the application process here in the UK much at all as he studied Medicine in Syria, where all you needed to get in was high enough grades, so he thinks that just because i’m smart I should be able to get in this year.
Rather than cancelling the exam, my dad wants me to just do it and then move from there if I score badly, which sounds good in theory, but I feel like my mental health recently has plummeted and I do not have the energy to study for the exam, nor can I handle the stress any longer. I have 10 days until the exam and on top of this I have a mountain of schoolwork I need to get done before I travel abroad with my family at the end of next week, returning just a couple of days before school starts again. I know it’s all very last minute but i’ve been trying to focus my time on studying for the UCAT rather than on any other work I have from school, and I haven’t really enjoyed this summer much at all because of the pressure.
I’m starting to feel like my whole plan was doomed from the beginning, deciding to commit to Medicine only a month ago and still apply this October. I don’t know how I can succeed this year if I can’t even believe in myself.
If I do take a gap year, I will use it to strengthen my application by getting more experience, perhaps working a job that is in some way healthcare related, taking more time to study for the UCAT/BMAT. Working on myself and my mental wellbeing in general and just gaining more life experience.
I’m practically begging for any of your input or advice, if you think taking a gap year will be a good idea for me. Thank you if you’ve read this far !!!