I have had around 36 lessons, so many lessons I have taken just to think about it and tell others hurts my self especially as I am a male 17 and most of my mates passed around in their 20th lesson.
I had my first driving practical 4 weeks ago. I got 7 minors and 2 major. The majors for one for meeting as there had been roadworks in my obstruction but I just went past causing the opposite traffic to allow me in but they had priority because the obstruction was in my way. The second major was for setting gas on a traffic light when the lights were on red; I did not know that the traffic lights that are far away like 30m away from you are for your indication I had always thought it had been an indication for the opposite traffic kind of stupid until I noticed that after a lesson with my instructor the week after failing my test. The minors I got had been primarily for steering - 3 minors, I did reverse round a corner for this test and got 1 minor for re positioning.
I took 1 extra lesson after failing this test as my instructor had told me to book the test as soon as possible.
I then sat my 2nd test 2 weeks later with the same examiner as well as the examiners assessor sat with him. I got 7 minors and 1 major this time. I felt nervous and the same examiner had told me to take a left at the end of the road which was following a bend. I was hesitating so just to re assure I asked him if it as the left after the bend I stupidly knew but just to re assure my self, the examiner had just repeated what he had told me, he said at the end of the road turn left, but I was nervous so I just went straight following but he put the brakes on and said it is that left I felt stupid for asking this question despite knowing the road marking but I made a stupid mistake resulting in just a failure. I did turn in the road for this test. Similarly, as the first test I got 4 minors for my steering as the examiner had told me that I wasn't sometimes steering up to its normal positioning. Later on when I spoke to my instructor about this, she had told me that this could have also been because I sometimes didn't following the reference point like following the bend at left turns.
Similarly, after failing my 2nd test, my instructor had told me to book my test as soon as possible so I had booked it two weeks after, and I took 1 extra lesson. Today was my practical test but I had a different examiner. I did even worse I got 7 minors and 3 majors. The first major had been at traffic lights as the traffic lights had just quickly turned amber and I was close to the white so I harshly braked to a stop. The 2nd one had been because the examiner told me to take a left at the 2nd road, just to make sure I asked him is it this road on the left after the 1st one and I slowed reasonably down. But the examiner didn't give me a straight forward answer but said well what do you think so I was confused and was going to turn left but instead he told me to keep on going straight instead. I felt like an idiot asking him this question when I actually knew that it was that left after the 1st road on the left. The 3rd major was for my steering, it was a very steep road so I got to gear 1 and I had hold the brakes a bit to control the car and there had been double parked cars so I was more precautions I got well in the middle of the double parked cars but when steering to straight it took me a bit time and the examiner apparently told me after the test that I had been close to the cars, I personally do not agree with this as I was well away from the cars but had a bit speed on roughly 7 mph yet he gave me a serious on that what a ****. The examiner told me that I failed on the traffic lights as I braked too harshly and I should have went past the traffic lights while on amber instead. Now this pisses me off because on the highway code it says that when the traffic light is on amber you may continue if you are so close to the stop line to it that it might pull up cause an accident. But on here it doesn't say that you must continue so I don't get why I failed for that, the highway code must be bull**** deceiving pile of **** cause of this. The examiner had also explained why I had failed on that left turn he had told me that I was close to the 2nd road and when I had asked him this question if he had said yes then It might have been dangerous as I would have to do a lot of steering, yet I was reasonably slow in this case as the examiner himself said further on that I shouldn't have stopped in that main road with the left road ahead however, I argued and said that I wasn't at a stop I was at around 20 mph and the examiner got fed up and said that he doesn't have time and he has to leave and that is what he had done. I have not told any of my m8s that I have failed my test 3 times, they just knew that I failed today as one of my m8s saw me going into the test centre.
This time my instructor had told me to book my practical in 2-3 weeks time and in the meanwhile, I should take around 2-3 lessons per week so I am prepared.
The left turn that he had failed me on, he told me that this was
The minors I got this time was more scattered out and wasn't primarily on steering in contrast to the others.
I feel really depressed about this now, what should I do?