They said they were sorry but the damage is done. I can’t lie, I’m feeling pretty cidal so yeah, no amount of apologies will ease my mind. They made me pick an option in clearing I really didn’t want to do then I called the university up and they released me - family got reeeeeeally angry. Chose another option but I know I won’t fit in and that university will defiantly NOT help me get the career I want.
Slipped back into depression and am now feeling extremely happy about my life
it could be worse but my biggest fear is failure and I failed. I looked into resitting and most of the firms in the careers I want don’t like resits. Also, I have no idea where I would resit since my 6th form won’t let me resit there. I wouldn’t even know which subjects to resit since one of them has very few resources but might be the easiest. Not only that, but I wouldn’t be able to get into my dream university anyway and none of the others would be good for the career I want so everything’s gone to sh17.
To make matters worse, my clearing accommodation offer expires tomorrow and I have yet to enrol - mostly because I am trying my best to weigh all my options and pick the best one. I know that once I enrol, I am liable for paying the fees.
Honestly, I’m stuck and all I can do is waste time and permanently sleep. Istg, if it turns out that the examiner undermarked me, I hope karma will get them.