How sad is my life in a romantic view
I'm 18, i'm a girl. Never held hands romantically, never had someone like me back, never slept with someone, never went on a date. Last time i had a crush was when i was 11 and i do sort of like someone now but i've only seen him like twice and he goes to a different school, there isnt a window for me to talk to him, ever. I don't like him that much so we can pretty much just say that i like no one atm.
I'm not totally ugly, i think the worst features is my height(i'm 5'11) my acne and my hairline. My acne is getting better and its non existent when i put makeup on which is pretty much everyday. I can't change my height but there are other girls my height and taller who are in a relationship so i dont see how its a massive deal. My baby hairs have been growing out more and more and they are now in that awkward stage where you can't put them in a pony tail or hide them very good so i just have to periodically stuck them to the side to make it less messy. I've been told that some guys have checked me out while i was on the street so that makes me think i'm not totally ugly.
I am quiet shy and quiet when you get to know me and we know that guys don't like that but i don't want to change that abt myself.