Got my grades today- already knew via track that I'd got into my firm, so that was all good. Until I looked at my actual grades.
I am only 3 UMS marks away from an A in sociology. My teacher, who is lovely and has supported me throughout my...troublesome sixth form time, said I'd get an A. And here I am, only 3 marks away
It is upsetting, especially since I am going to study this at university. Plus, my other two grades weren't A's, and I just so badly wanted an A in sociology.
I also got mostly A's in my modules so to come out with an overall B is upsetting...I just want that special A grade
I'm so annoyed that I couldn't gain those 3 marks, and that the examiner did not give me them. Obviously, I know they cannot magic marks out of thin air, but to be so close is incredibly frustrating.
I guess I am just upset with myself for not getting better A levels. When I read about others achieveing 3 or even 4 A's, it is hurtful. Coupled with the fact that my older brother got much higher than I....its just, ugh.
Anyone else experiencing this?