Ok so before everyone gives me a load of bull like "oh you're so lucky, there are no jobs around so be happy with what you have", I know very well how hard it is and competitive to get jobs right now so I don't need to be told this.
Anyway, I have completed a Business IT degree but with more technical units and less business... Applied to many technology companies for grad schemes and ended up working for a large engineering company. Salary is ok, manager seems ok, location is good for me but in all honestly I hate it.
I have been there roughly a week or so and feel like just walking away. I think this is partially because I really didn't want a business/IT job in the first place but had decided it was the logical step to take just to see if I enjoyed it. Basically after a week of hearing about 'pain points, priorities, slide decks, cross tower competencies and big wins' I really don't want to be in this environment. I hate the whole environment with pointless meetings, conference calls and ridiculous processes that go along with a large enterprise organisation.
To be fair to the company and for my sanity should I just say I don't want to continue and I'm sorry for wasting their time? Or should I drink a bottle of vodka each day and see how long I last and take their money?
I know it is stupid but I got a 1st at uni but have lost direction. I really don't want to work with computers although previously I have ran my own self employed business selling/repairing computers for small business that I really enjoyed.
I feel now I want a career in retail or something totally different, i.e construction/mechanics which I already have a lot of experience with. Anyone else tried a business/office job and just hate the environment and want out?
I know I did my degree to better myself but now I feel it was wasted
, I also feel like I will be letting my girlfriend down if I don't stick at a high paid job.