Heyo,I need some advice so I want a job in the healthcare field 100% sure just not which path to choose.I was a psych student but I realised I wasn't enjoying my psychology classes but I loved my neuroscience classes and physiology, biology etc. I love medicine, the body how it goes wrong, understanding all the medical tests, working in the hospital, treating patients, saving patients everything about being a doctor seems so interesting. I also recently was in ICU for 2 weeks and almost died so I got to see what the doctors did on a daily basis, all the stuff they did for me. I watch medical videos and procedure and documentaries for fun in my free time.I have been considering being a doctor for 6 years and think of applying but every year I chicken out or get scared or unsure if I am cut out to be a doctor to make it through medical school, if the life I have after and the crazy hours will be something I could cope with. Every time I don't apply I end up regretting it. I get worried because I see all this stuff online about how doctors have high burnout rates, how they end up hating their job and I don't want that to happen to me.I'm currently in health and medical science degree with a neuroscience major and I could and am thinking about going into medical research or similar field however I'm not sure if I would like working in a lab, I think I would rather doing the treatment, diagnosing, having patient contact etc. I'm worried I would find working in a lab boring but its the more realistic and logical and safer path to take. Like research is interesting I love the stuff I'm learning but I don't know if I would want to be the one doing the research.I think I would like being a paramedic but I feel like it would make me want to do more 'medical' long term care type stuff like a doctor.Essentially I think I really want to be a doctor but I'm worried I won't get in, won't end up liking it, will burn out etc.What should I do? Should I be a doc or something else? I'm 19 how can I know what I want to do with my life at 19?