Hey Fiona
I am also someone who hasn't been, as it were, dreaming about Oxford for years!
I'm 19, doing an art foundation at the moment. Applying to Oxford had never even crossed my mind until mid September (believe it or not). For a start, I didn't think my IB Diploma score would even be Oxbridge standard until results day!
But mainly, I was unsure about what kind of degree I wanted to do - that's why I applied to do foundation course. I had always been pretty set on doing some kind of design course - particularly theatre design.
But a few weeks into the foundation, I realised how much I loved fine art. I had always avoided considering it before because I had this view that it would be a bit of a pointless degree - I wanted to come out of university having done something that would make me employable. But I remember having this momentary epiphany, literally just thinking 'hang on, why don't I just try and do what I love? and if it doesn't work out, so what?'
So, I was pretty unsure about applying to Oxford - because I felt like I was taking a risk, jumping at it without having enough time to really consider it. I had actually missed all the open days by the time I first looked at the course! I was also really unsure as I found it quite unfathomable that Oxford could possibly think that I was good enough.
But I just went for it, in a disgustingly last minute manner, making the final decision just days before oct 15th!
But having sent the application, and having visited a few times since (and of course having been offered a place - at Catz) I am completely and utterly certain that it was the right choice. I felt so comfortable, happy and at home during the interview period, I met such amazing people, and just loved everything about it!
I am incredibly indebted to my tutor, for having boosted my self confidence and been so certain that I had a chance, and basically encouraging me to apply!
Anyway, I am ridiculously excited about it now! Sorry for the long post, and I really hope that I haven't angered people with my rambling about lack of confidence and my last minute application...