there's a guy..
i met him in august on a night out (yeah, i know, ideal
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anyway, we exchanged numbers and spent the next couple of weeks constantly texting eachother, we then met up on another night out a couple of days before i went to uni, by this point i really liked him, i didn't want to have to go uni and he didnt want me to go
we said we would keep in touch anyway.
end of october he got in touch again and since then its gone from texting occassionally to texting and talking on facebook for literally hours every day. by the time it had come for me to come home for xmas, we really wanted to see eachother, so on my first night out back, i met up with him again and we were together for most of the night before i had to go with my friends.
we went cinema as well last week, it was really nice he had his arms round me and he was resting his head on mine
he walked with me to the bus station, even though he wasnt going that way. on nye as well, i was in town and he was at a family do and he snuck out with his friend to come meet me so we were together at midnight
anyway one of my friends knew the friend he was with on nye and was talking to him while i was with the guy, and later on she said that he was supposed to ask me out that night..
i really like this guy, ive never felt this strongly about someone
we just talk for ages and he wants to meet up again before i go. i just can't believe ive met someone and im going away again soon
what am i supposed to do if he asks me out? my heart is saying yes and my head is saying no, cus its not fair on him for me to be away, but i really like him so that will kill me to do that to him
and i know he hasn't actually asked me but i know he really likes me, i just dunno what to do or whether im just over complicating things
tl;dr
i really like a guy from back home who feels the same and dunno what to do about it