im on JSA and yes i could of done way more to stop myself from staying off it and i tried.
I didnt pass my A'levels i didnt feel motivated enough and ive got dyslexia and dyslcalculia which means i have problems in english and maths, the second time i tried my gcse maths i went up from foundation to intermediate i tried my dam hardest to get my C for uni but sadly i only managed a D which from a foundation E is a massive step up for me, i got my C in english the first year of college
so i wouldnt of got into the HND anyway even if i passed science. so to avoid getting on the JSA i applied at the age of 19, absolutly gutted i wasnt going to study my favourite subject, without my C and feeling so dam low onto a BTEC nat health diploma hoping if i passed this then with my maths i could do a subject at university from this i.e nursing or speech as on this course you do some work experience so it would of helped loads.
however at the begginning of november i quit, mostly because i felt everyday was a struggle to get up and go in and feeling so low and depressed and suidical. I wasnt ready for this course it had a massive impact esp with my dyslexia. The teachers i found to press on far to much, too quickly.
I sadly then found myself on JSA, however with this money i have, i have used it for job hunting, transport into town to search for jobs and whatever i want i pay or it.
However the job centre has put me on a retail training course which has helped with getting a CV and with an intensive job hunting day, its quite flexible, i did get a job only to find out it was seasonal when i did say perment so im back there again, pretty annoyed. I have to use this money for transport, which is £13 a week, i have to pay for my own dinner and what money i've saved is there ready in case i need it.
I have no desire to stay on JSA, i want to get work experience for many things and then deciede what i want to do, go to uni get on an access course and then onto uni. With hopefully plently of exeperience for the job i want and with good enough grades.
its not what i wanted to happen, but it has, but its taught me about saving money you dont a lot just enough to survive thats it. Transport/food/whatever else you need, you own a car theres your petrol money it has helped me with saving more and spending less.
just because a person is on jsa doesnt always there on it for life. and yes i hate it when 'chavs' get pregnant for the money and flat. im 19 hell i havent popped any and dont intend to until i am settled