I can’t do much to help at this point, but all I can say is just do your best of what you know. I always think of it as competing against myself, not against other students. Its a shame really, the boundaries make it quite a big feat to even get an A. But thats just because the exam wants only the best of the best to attain that grade.
Believe in yourself, even though you might not be set to get the A grade, you could at least try your best to attain the B or C, which is a fairly respectable grade for such a hard course. Youve already failed half of your exam before you even sat it by thinking that youll fail.
Very best of luck with Paper 1 today. After that youll have until Friday to prepare for Paper 2, so you can ask any questions in this thread, and hopefully me or the others will be able to help you out.
The fact that youre doing this course already means youre pretty good at maths!
So believe in yourself, whatevers gonna happen is gonna happen, and again, good luck!!